The Man
Fuck the man… and the horse he rode in on!
Who is the man, you ask? The man is every person who fucks with you or f…. you up by being an ignorant, gotta-be-in-charge and gotta-be a-show-off asshole!!! They walk away and you have to pay for their assholeness!
Alright, let me adjust that - you don’t have to pay - you only have to pay if you’re an ignorant, pushover, ‘why don’t you come here and walk all over me’ type of person like me!
Before you make a guess - this is not an at home issue - the only issue at home about this is Midas telling me that I’m 100% an utter imbecile for letting people walk all over me - for volunteering for it, if you will!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
I have so many instances where I do this - its like I can’t help myself! I always want to be fair and to make other people know I am not taking advantage of them, and that I am always willing to share the burden of the work/expense… whatever it may be! Do you know what happens to me, people??? I end up paying - in full!!!!!!!!! 
How come I always want to be so nice and kind and fair - and everyone the fuck else always just wants to fucking nickel and dime me on BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!!!!
Part of it is that I willingly embrace - I gotta admit it - ASSHOLES! Some of these same imbecilianos have actually said, “Girrlfren’, its a good thing you have Midas, the original BADASS
to look out for you - because, Sistah, you’re just TOO NICE!!!!!!!
Ok, so I embrace ASSHOLES! I wouldn’t really say that it is a direct result, but I have to admit that in almost every instance the people I have met and allied myself with since my Dad died have been - no other way to put it - pendejos in almost every f…… way!!! Thinking about it, I really believe that being encompassed in my Dad’s love and goodness to people, I sought others that were good and that truly loved me too!
Since then - and to be fair, partially Midas’ fault too, in that some of these decisons of alliances were not mine to bear alone - I am in league with some real class acts - they’re either totally stupid, totally trying to hang on your coattails, or totally about money! As long as they’re able to manipulate someone’s good conscience, bwoy, dey have found gold with me!
Seriously, I am going to take a page out of many other womens’ books - I’m going to sign up with one for apprenticeship in absolute bitchfulness!
I look at these women everyone loves to hate, and realise the world respects a bitch way more than a teamplayer/caregiver type like myself! I’m fucked in this world if I don’t change!!!
So there you have it - no more mister nice girl (whatever, ok…)
Total Bitch here I come!!!
Bro - change my twenty!!! The new me is….
Biatch!!!!
With the exclamation marks too, ok…
So… 
Fuck the man and horse he rode in on!!!! Got it?
Oops - I didn’t mean you MB… big brother… 
October 27th, 2004 at 12:13 am PS - did I mention that with the exception of that initial error in judgement - and a few other minor details, Midas has been totally accurate in what he tells me daily about other people??? Once again, I learn honey!!!
October 27th, 2004 at 5:24 pm Before reading your post, I am going to go out on a limb and say that you are not having a good day Sis. Now, I will read the post.
October 27th, 2004 at 5:31 pm Okay Sis, having read the post I can understand your frustration and I agree that we all need to have some BITCH in us, however, just one question. Would you truly be happy being a full time, out and out BITCH. I don’t think you would be, and neither would I, we thrive on being “nice”. We just have to learn to be nice without the “KICK ME PLEEEEAAASSSEEE!!” sign on our foreheads. Never mind L’ll sister, we will get our rewards… I am not sure exactly when, but did I ever say that I had all the answers.
October 27th, 2004 at 8:01 pm Sis, I’d like to try bitchdom for a week and then give you an answer! Sounds fair to me…
October 27th, 2004 at 8:30 pm Wat a little ranter you are?
October 27th, 2004 at 9:18 pm NO WAAAAY. I don’t like the biatch in Seven. Sev, all I can say is that people use others, but life has its way of dishing out what is due to people. Don’t stop helping others, but at the same time don’t let them screw you over. If not, call Midas the bad ass! Smile Seven.